I found this poem recently sweetheart, and it perfectly sums up the way I am feeling, the loneliness, the emptiness, the grief that just seems to go on and on............ I feel sad that so few of our friends have contributed to your site darling. I so wanted this to be a living tribute to you. I will keep it and your name alive myself sweetheart. I love you with all my heart and soul. Don't tell me that you understand, don't tell me that you know. Don't tell me that I'll survive, that I will surely grow. Don't come at me with answers that can only come from me. Don't tell me that my grief will pass, that I will soon be free. Accept me in my ups and downs, I need someone to share. Just hold my hand and let me cry and say 'My friend, I care'.