Another sad anniversary today my darling. 9 months since you were so cruelly taken from us. I can still remember that last night together so clearly. I wish the memory would fade and let me start to think of the good times we had together my love. And we had many of those. We lived more in our 9 years together than some people live in a lifetime. I am so glad I managed to bring some happiness into your life after all the years that you had struggled on your own. You deserved so much more. I just feel so cheated that it wasn't long enough though. Since you have been gone my life has become so pointless and at times I feel so helpless. I just long for the day that we are reunited Wend, and we can be in each others arms once again. We had such a rare love darling, some people search for a lifetime and never find the love that we had. I love and miss you so so much my darling girl. Please stay close to me and watch over me. Your loving husband Ian XXXXX