Happy Anniversary my darling Wend. Today we would have been married for 5 years, but instead I sit here alone in the silence thinking of what may have been, and envying other couples so much. I promised myself I wouldn't cry today, but I'm afraid I have broken that promise already as the tears are flowing again once more. I hope and pray that wherever you are darling, you are not unhappy, and that you are smiling and safely in the arms of your Mum and Dad who are caring for you until the day I can come and look after you once more. I long for that day to arrive darling. I am so proud to be your husband Wend and you will always be my wife.My heart is so full of love for you sweetheart and I long to be able to bring that love back to you. I shall take flowers and place them by 'your bench' today darling and put roses by your tree as I always do. My heart will always belong to you darling and you will be in my heart and soul forever. Happy Anniversary my beautiful girl. Your loving husband, Ian XXXXXX BELIEF I have to believe that you still exist Somewhere, That you still watch me Sometimes, That you still love me Somehow. I have to believe that life has meaning Somehow, That I am useful here Sometimes, That I make a small difference Somewhere. I have to believe that I need to stay here For some time, That all this teaches me Something, So that I can meet you again Somewhere.