Well I brought you home today darling. At long last I managed to get up enough strength to collect you from the Chapel of Rest and bring you back to your home darling. When I looked at the container that they put your earthly remains in, it looked so small and pathetic for a life of 56 years. All the tears and laughter,joys and sorrows, love and pain, everything that made you the person you were, all encapsulated in that little container. I know its not you there darling, just the remains of the earthly shell that let you down so badly at the end. I know and believe that you have gone to a better life and will always be close to us all sweetheart. Because you were always so modest darling, I don't think you ever realised how much you were loved and by so many people.You affected so many peoples lives and you are mourned by so many people who loved you so much. Someone told me my purpose in lfe was to meet you and love and care for you. If that truly was my purpose in life, then I have fulfilled it and all I want now is to be allowed to be reunited with you again my love. I hope I don't have to wait too long sweetheart. I love and miss you with every fibre of my being. Please stay with me darling. Your loving husband, Ian XXX