Hello again my darling girl. Well since you have been home with us I have been getting quite emotional again. Lots of tears and feelings of loss again. I think it is because the first anniversary of your passing is approaching. We have tried to hold together as a family as you would have wished and kept our chins up. Although we have our tears, we try to make the best of every day because that is what you would have wanted. I look at your photos on a daily basis and look at the things we did and the places we visited and I am slowly beginning to be able to smile once again at the memories of the things we did together. Next month will be the first anniversary of you being taken from us all and we have all decided to try and mark the day as a celebration of your life rather than making it a sad day. I just hope many of your friends will join us and raise a glass to you. I can only invite people and the rest is up to them. I hope the people that truly treasured your friendship will come along and remember you with a smile rather than a tear. I will always miss you and love you my darling. You are in my heart and thoughts every minute of every day. I love you my darling girl. Your husband Ian XXXX You never said I'm leaving,you never said goodbye, you were gone before we knew it,and only God knew why. A thousand times we've needed you,a thousand times we've cried, If love alone could have saved you,you never would have died. In life we loved you dearly,in death we love you still, in all our hearts you hold a place,no one could ever fill. It broke our hearts to lose you,but you didn't go alone, for part of us went with you,the day God took you home. We love you so much my darling XXX