My darling, darling Wend. This time last year you were back in the Marsden once again. They were trying to decide why you had back pain and the best way to treat it. Sarah and I stayed with you at the hospital 24/7 and one of us was always at your side. I slept at your bedside every night and constantly held your hand. We never left you alone. Matt came whenever he could get away from work and stayed as much as he possibly could. We all sincerely believed that in a few days they would get your back pain under control and we would all go home again as a family. They kept telling us how well you were doing and that the tumours were shrinking which was a good sign. How were any of us to know that even so, you would never come home again ? It still doesn't seem real that you are no longer here with us. You were the cement that held us all together darling, the most important person in our family.There is not an hour of the day passes that you are not in my thoughts darling and you are constantly in what is left of my heart. It broke the day you died darling, and it will never be whole again. I just live day to day now my love and dream of the day that you and I will be reunited once again. When we can hold hands once more but this time forever. You would tell me off for thinking like that but I also know that you would understand because you know how much I love and miss you and how much I hurt inside. Stay close to me my darling Wend. I love you so so much. Your Husband, Ian XXXXX If you were told the price of love was feeeling so much pain, Would you even stop to think before you did it all again. To live those precious moments,and with our loved ones share, A love that lasts a lifetime even when she isn't there. Would you give up all your memories just to stop the tears and forget the way she smiled so you'd never know the fears Even though you miss her and your world is not the same Wasn't being in her life worth every second of the pain ?