Another bad couple of days darling. I have been thinking about you so much lately Wend and the tears have been flowing again because I miss you so so much. I am so lonely without you darling. I think maybe it is because our anniversary is approaching that I feel so down. I try and keep busy darling, but it doesn't matter whatever I do or wherever I am, you are always in my mind and heart. Matt, Josh and I went to sit on your bench yesterday sweetheart. We spoke of you and laughed at some of the memories of happier times, but deep inside, our hearts were breaking darling. I know Matt is trying to be so strong and macho, but I can see how much he misses you and it hurts me darling that I can do nothing to ease his pain. I wish I had your strength and courage darling. You truly were an inspiration to us all. I miss you and love you so much darling. Your husband, Ian XXXXX I remember the day I met you, and the day God made you mine, I remember the day He took you, and will to the end of time, We made our vows together, until death do us part, But the day God took you from me Wend,my whole world fell apart, Sleep peacefully my darling,for although we are apart, The precious love we shared will live forever in my heart. ILY XXXXX