Happy Anniversary darling. As I write those words, the tears have started already. Oh God how I love and miss you darling, especially on this our special day. This day 4 years ago you made the the happiest man alive when you gave me the honour and privelege of becoming your husband. I promised to love and care for you always and I always did darling. I just wish I could have protected you from the cancer my love. I will always love you Wend, no one could ever take your place in my heart. Although it is broken it will always belong to you. It will never heal until the day we are reunited once again and we are both in each others arms once more. I so long for that day to arrive my love, for this pain and loneliness and these tears to end. My life with you was filled with fun, joy and laughter. You were my universe darling. My whole world revolved around you. Since you have been gone darling, I just don't laugh anymore like we used to. I no longer have that special person to share it with. Mum spent 22 anniversaries without my Dad. I couldn't bear the thought of being without you that long Wend. I just hope that it won't be that long before God decides to take me home to care for you once again my darling girl. Stay close to me until that day Wend. I wish I had your strong shoulder to cry on and could feel your arms around me once again. I love you so much sweetheart. Happy Anniversary, your loving husband, Ian XXXXX