Hello my darling Wend. This morning I felt an overwheming need to speak to you again. I have been feeling so sad and lonely for weeks now. Over these past few years I have lost all the people who were closest to me and now have no one to turn to any more. First God took Walter, then He took you my love, then Richard and finally my dear Mum. All the people I would have turned to in time of sorrow have now gone. I just don't know how to carry on anymore my darling. When I think of the courage you showed during your fight with cancer darling, I am humbled and ashamed that I feel so weak. I miss you so much my darling and the tears still flow so often when I think of what I have lost. With you darling, I had everything. Now I have nothing. All I can see ahead of me is emptiness and loneliness. I long for the day I can be reunited with you Wend. To be able to take you in my arms and hold you once again. To be able to look into your beautiful blue sparkling eyes and see your smile. God, I miss you darling. Please stay close to me Wend. Send me your strength to help me move forward my love. I love you with every fibre of my being Wend. Your loving husband, Ian XXXX