Hello my darling Wend, It has been a little while since I last spoke to you here but I still write my letter to you every morning, and I still light a candle for you every day my love wherever I am in the world. I have been missing you so much lately darling, and this weekend brings that loneliness back once again. We would always do something special together on Holiday weekends, but since you have been gone darling they mean nothing to me any more. I would give my heart and soul to be able to turn back the clock and be with you once again my darling, but this time without the shadow of illness in our lives. You didn't deserve to be taken from us darling. All we wanted was to grow old together, walking into the years ahead hand in hand. But it was not to be. Now I must walk that lonely road alone. It's hard to believe that it's been almost 3 years, There's been some laughter but also so many tears, although it's hard, life still carries on, yet it's not the same since you've been gone. There's not a day that I don't think about you, I miss your presence and having you to talk to. I know that for the rest of my days, I shall love and miss you always. Your loving husband, Ian XXXXXX